on the mountain bed

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 19:02:45 GMT

"Maybe I did steal your heart and I am such a perfect criminal that you never even noticed."

i can't get laid in this town without these pointy fucking shoes.

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 06:12:05 GMT

Is there or is there not a point to bringing back my high school style, regular livejournal posts?

Negatives: it'll give me a reason to judge college-age Diva should I look back on them, no one is on livejournal anymore, I don't have anything interesting to say.
Positives: the lack of intersting things to say never stopped me before, it is kinda nice to look back on things, these are supposedly the best years of my life, and it'll give me something to do.

What the hell, I'll give it a try.

This summer is going pretty well, but it's kinda weird to not hang out with anyone from home. And I really want to do it, it's just it keeps not working out. And I've been away for like half the summer. At least the weekends, and I never feel like doing anything on weekdays, because it's surprisingly tiring typing things into Excel all day. I think I always expected it to be like this.

I got a hair cut today. I don't really like it, but I'll deal.

I can't wait to go to DC next week. It's time for a good old visceral experience.

I just identified what episode of the Fresh Prince it was within the first line of the show. Why am I so good at life?

Interning across the hall from Conlon is sometimes awkward, but usually way less so than I thought it would be. I don't usually see him.

I think during the school year, I was way less of a romantic than I used to be. It's sort of creeping back though. I blame summer. But I've also been looking back on my life and I really am tired of being so embarrassing when I'm attracted to boys, so I think it's much healthier for me to just stop giving a fuck.

It's my goal to make better life choices across the board next semester.

Vaccines are awesome. I'm not down with people who are anti-vaccine.

I've been avowedly anti-Twitter, but now I'm tempted to get one. I probably won't though.

It's boring without Indra here. But I'd rather be with him in MoCo, seducing his friends. Although I guess this is better for Operation: Stop Being Such a Fuck Up, Diva.

It's 2 o'clock and I'm sleepy.

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:50:47 GMT

high school girls are completely ridiculous. i'm very glad i'm no longer one.

this world is full, so full of crashing bores

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 02:08:21 GMT

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: morrissey

Are you male or female:: girl least likely to
Describe yourself:: oh, well, i'll never learn
How do some people feel about you:: the youngest was the most loved
How do you feel about yourself:: there's a place in hell for me and my friends
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: i just wanna see the boy happy
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: i'm okay by myself
Describe where you want to be:: asian rut
Describe what you want to be:: found found found
Describe how you live:: trouble loves me
Describe how you love:: all you need is me
Share a few words of wisdom: do your best and don't worry/let the right one slip in

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: the national

Are you male or female:: cold girl fever
Describe yourself:: so far around the bend
How do some people feel about you:: beautiful head
How do you feel about yourself:: bitters and absolut
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: reasonable man
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: available
Describe where you want to be:: driver, surprise me
Describe what you want to be:: looking for astronauts
Describe how you live:: squalor victoria
Describe how you love:: forever after days
Share a few words of wisdom: baby, we'll be fine

Goals

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 07:09:32 GMT

make good life choices more often;
listen to new music, read new books;
watch paranoid park ~~and the movies on tivo~~;
head to hell well at least a few times a week;
start eating in the room/not wasting gworld money;
get my ass into gelman, or at least the study lounge;
~~go to the study abroad office/~~the volunteering office;
~~review resume/work on cover letters/ask for letters of rec;~~
be happy

definitely doable.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 05:50:39 GMT

date = meh.
i feel like i regret my inaction as much as i regret my action, which is no fun.
he's a nice boy, though.

it has come to my attention...

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 00:02:23 GMT

that I legitimately love t.A.T.u. I don't know where it came from but I've listened to "Not Gonna Get Us" some six times in a row. I need the rest of this CD.

Turn on the Bright Lights.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 05:05:12 GMT

I'm really cold and I feel really weird.

I want my grandmother to come back.
I want to fix all the mean things I said.
I want my camera back.
I want to figure out how I feel about my changing morality.
I want to go back to school.
I want to see this kid.
No, wait, I don't.
I don't know.

so my first semester of college is over...

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 19:33:33 GMT

and I'm already bored at home.
I did decently this semester, A- in Origins, A- in Science, B in Arabic (which I'm actually pleasantly surprised about, given my inability to consistently do homework, the million failed test, and the B on the midterm. I must have rocked the final or something) and a B- in international affairs, probably a combination of how I did on the final along with my shitty participation grade. So it's definitely not great, especially Intl Affairs, but it's definitely acceptable for my first semester.

I'm surprised about how much I miss college, but I think that's also because I'm home and being by yourself in a motel in Elkton, MD isn't anything like constantly being surrounded by your friends in the middle of Washington, DC. But it's weird to go from always being with your best friends and then suddenly they're gone. I dunno.

It was a really great first semester, though. Academically, it could be better, and it will be next semester now that I know a little more about balancing work and play, but it was wonderful. Like, the first week maybe I was considering transferring even though I knew that it would probably get somewhat better, but now I can't imagine loving school as much anywhere else after going here. Like, I'm pretty sure college is college and for the most part you'll love it either way; you'll love the freedom and the newness and whatnot, but I definitely thing it's a question of loving it more. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't love UD or UMD or American as much. I love my roomates, and I love my arabic friends, and I love the neighborhood.

I just wanna see my friends from home again, because I have so much I want to tell them and I miss them so much.
PEACE!

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 05:21:20 GMT

i laugh so hard i cry a lot here.
i love college.

Things I Want

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 05:55:28 GMT

A boy

To not be so much myself

To have a decent sense of hard work

To be sober right now

To stop sucking

college?

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 14:33:40 GMT

is mostly what i expected and kinda what i feared it would be.
i've been missing my family absurd amounts, and there are lots of awkward conversations and such.
i've definitely met some chill people, which is cool, and i'm seeing superbad with lauren today and hopefully some of them, but i just hate this awkward feeling of adjustment. i'm actually pretty pumped to start classes just so i feel like i'm doing something. i mean once classes start i'm sure i'll regret that desire, but until then... pumped.
the experience dc thing was pretty cool. shit loads of walking in the heat, but we saw the big dc things that you need to see, and my small group was actually ridiculously awesome. we made tshirts last night.
and right now one of my roomates (elena) is moving in with her family and i think the other one (nejdra?) will be moving in later today.
but my rooms obscenely large and awesome, so i'm pumped about that, with a full fridge and microwave (again, pumped), so i think i'll be okay at college. i just want these next three weeks to go by in a second, and then i'll be used to things and have found some good people to chill with.
i do miss my friends something fierce, though.

ALSO, i fucking forgot the gmeece shot glass at home. KILL ME

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 19:19:00 GMT

so far, the birthday's been good.
ally showed up at 1130 and there were flowers and tastykakes and sparklers and acorn candles.
then today me momma and devi went to olive garden which was LOVELY.
and then i found some fabulous old pictures of me when i was a small small child.

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 18:23:08 GMT

guys, these iphone commercials are causing me actual physical pain.
i want so bad.

I love Owen.

Sun, 27 May 2007 04:21:03 GMT

[00:12] ohsnapitson: http://www.forbes.com/2007/05/24/style-gear-baby-forbeslife-cx_ls_0525baby_slide.html?partner=rss
[00:13] purplehaze8x: is thatf or real?
[00:13] ohsnapitson: i think so
[00:13] purplehaze8x: i hate america
[00:13] purplehaze8x: i hate capitalism
[00:13] purplehaze8x: i hate our society
[00:13] purplehaze8x: and i hate everyone who endorses any of that
[00:14] ohsnapitson: yeah
[00:14] ohsnapitson: there are also golden baby shoes
[00:14] ohsnapitson: which are harder to hate because i love any and all baby shoes
[00:14] ohsnapitson: im not sure why
[00:14] purplehaze8x: hahah
[00:14] purplehaze8x: because there small
[00:15] purplehaze8x: and its hard to imagine feet that fit them
[00:15] purplehaze8x: but when you do
[00:15] purplehaze8x: its on a baby
[00:15] purplehaze8x: and you think, awww baby
[00:15] purplehaze8x: but pacifiers
[00:15] purplehaze8x: make you think of sluts from 5th grade on
[00:15] purplehaze8x: who dress up like babies on halloween
[00:15] purplehaze8x: and stick pacifiers in their mouths instead of dicks in their mouths for one night of the whole damn year

Fri, 25 May 2007 05:25:17 GMT

i am the master of the disproportionately attractive prom date.
oh well, tomorrow should be fun
ps no more highschool
what?

Dear GWU,

Sat, 05 May 2007 13:47:08 GMT

Please allow me to fill out my housing app because if I get stuck on MV because your website sucks, I will freak approximately sixteen leaks.
Thank you!

I don't know how long ago this was...

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:27:13 GMT

I rouse rabble (7:41:28 PM): you
I rouse rabble (7:41:32 PM): thought itd be funny
I rouse rabble (7:41:32 PM): to say
I rouse rabble (7:41:35 PM): DIVADATEBRIAN
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): your probabaly just jealous annie lusts for me more than you
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): hahha
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): its true
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): just give i
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): n
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): and do it
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): you two would be soooooo cute
foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): together
I rouse rabble (7:42:40 PM): foreignobjects7 (7:42:31 PM): your probabaly just jealous annie lusts for me more than you
I rouse rabble (7:42:44 PM): we both know thats not true
foreignobjects7 (7:42:49 PM): yea whatever
I rouse rabble (7:42:52 PM): um
foreignobjects7 (7:42:54 PM): keep telling yourseld that
I rouse rabble (7:43:01 PM): i = prettier than brian and you
I rouse rabble (7:43:06 PM): annie decided
I rouse rabble (7:43:08 PM): that i'm going to date
I rouse rabble (7:43:10 PM): marty dillon's brothe
I rouse rabble (7:43:11 PM): r
foreignobjects7 (7:43:13 PM): hahaha
foreignobjects7 (7:43:15 PM): yes she told me
foreignobjects7 (7:43:22 PM): now that
foreignobjects7 (7:43:27 PM): would be interesting
I rouse rabble (7:43:33 PM): why interesting?
foreignobjects7 (7:43:37 PM): becasue
foreignobjects7 (7:43:39 PM): its funny
foreignobjects7 (7:43:45 PM): you both have a weird sense of humor
foreignobjects7 (7:43:50 PM): your perfect for each other
foreignobjects7 (7:43:52 PM): both weird
foreignobjects7 (7:43:54 PM): and annoying
I rouse rabble (7:43:56 PM): good. i need a man.
I rouse rabble (7:43:58 PM): fine
I rouse rabble (7:44:00 PM): i'm going go get
I rouse rabble (7:44:02 PM): surgery
I rouse rabble (7:44:04 PM): and get man parts
I rouse rabble (7:44:08 PM): and steal annie away from you
I rouse rabble (7:44:12 PM): just cause i'd be able to
foreignobjects7 (7:44:18 PM): yea umm
foreignobjects7 (7:44:21 PM): i dont think so
I rouse rabble (7:44:23 PM): umm
foreignobjects7 (7:44:24 PM): and eddie is 14
I rouse rabble (7:44:25 PM): i think so.
foreignobjects7 (7:44:27 PM): hahaha
I rouse rabble (7:44:28 PM): yeah i know that.
I rouse rabble (7:44:30 PM): buuuuuuuuuuut
I rouse rabble (7:44:40 PM): when you were 16 annie was fourteen. for a time anways.
I rouse rabble (7:44:43 PM): maybe
I rouse rabble (7:44:48 PM): whens your birthday
foreignobjects7 (7:44:54 PM): umm we didnt even no each other
foreignobjects7 (7:44:56 PM): jan 8
I rouse rabble (7:45:05 PM): umm
I rouse rabble (7:45:11 PM): its the same age difference
foreignobjects7 (7:45:24 PM): yea its weirder though when the girl is older
foreignobjects7 (7:45:30 PM): i think u just want some ass
foreignobjects7 (7:45:32 PM): admit it
I rouse rabble (7:45:33 PM): ummmmmmmm
I rouse rabble (7:45:37 PM): that may or may not be true
I rouse rabble (7:45:39 PM): but whatevs
I rouse rabble (7:45:41 PM): WHATEVS
foreignobjects7 (7:45:45 PM): hahahaha'
foreignobjects7 (7:45:50 PM): im telling you
foreignobjects7 (7:45:57 PM): brian could fix you
foreignobjects7 (7:46:01 PM): fix you gooooood
foreignobjects7 (7:46:07 PM): and then you can just forgot about it
I rouse rabble (7:46:08 PM): ok
I rouse rabble (7:46:09 PM): that's it
I rouse rabble (7:46:11 PM): SURGERY TIME
foreignobjects7 (7:46:15 PM): hahaa
I rouse rabble (7:46:16 PM): SAY GOODBYE TO ANNIE
foreignobjects7 (7:46:39 PM): umm they would probably mess up or something and give you like on testicle
foreignobjects7 (7:46:44 PM): and annie would just laugh
I rouse rabble (7:46:46 PM): um
I rouse rabble (7:46:49 PM): whatever
I rouse rabble (7:46:55 PM): annie wants meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I rouse rabble (7:46:57 PM): because i'm brown
foreignobjects7 (7:46:59 PM): um whatever
I rouse rabble (7:46:59 PM): and you're white
I rouse rabble (7:47:00 PM): the
I rouse rabble (7:47:00 PM): end
foreignobjects7 (7:47:06 PM): racist
foreignobjects7 (7:47:07 PM): well
foreignobjects7 (7:47:11 PM): she just feels sorry for you
foreignobjects7 (7:47:14 PM): cause ur brown
I rouse rabble (7:47:22 PM): um ok i was talking to kendrick today
I rouse rabble (7:47:40 PM): and i was complaining because i have to sit in the very front of my math calss next to carol zukowski
I rouse rabble (7:47:44 PM): and i was like WHY
I rouse rabble (7:47:50 PM): and he was like cause you're brown
I rouse rabble (7:47:55 PM): and i was like i thought we went in the back
I rouse rabble (7:47:57 PM): and he was like no
I rouse rabble (7:48:07 PM): you dirty brown people are in the front during wars and math class
foreignobjects7 (7:48:14 PM): hahahahhaahh
foreignobjects7 (7:48:30 PM): thats pretty funny
I rouse rabble (7:48:31 PM): so here's whats gonna happen
I rouse rabble (7:48:35 PM): you are going to marry kendrick
I rouse rabble (7:48:40 PM): because you're both alcoholic racists
I rouse rabble (7:48:43 PM): and i'll marry annie
I rouse rabble (7:48:48 PM): because we're the best lesbians ever
foreignobjects7 (7:48:55 PM): ummm i dont even know who kendrick is
foreignobjects7 (7:48:58 PM): and ur racist
I rouse rabble (7:48:59 PM): that's ok.
I rouse rabble (7:49:01 PM): no i'm not
foreignobjects7 (7:49:04 PM): im not
I rouse rabble (7:49:09 PM): all my friends are different races than me
I rouse rabble (7:49:10 PM): um
foreignobjects7 (7:49:10 PM): either
I rouse rabble (7:49:11 PM): you wish
foreignobjects7 (7:49:14 PM): umm
foreignobjects7 (7:49:17 PM): i like brown people
foreignobjects7 (7:49:23 PM): espeically one named diva
foreignobjects7 (7:49:26 PM): becuase
foreignobjects7 (7:49:27 PM): she is
foreignobjects7 (7:49:28 PM): awesome
I rouse rabble (7:49:47 PM): good
I rouse rabble (7:49:50 PM): i like white people
I rouse rabble (7:49:52 PM): especially one named mark
I rouse rabble (7:49:53 PM): because
I rouse rabble (7:49:55 PM): he's pretty fly
I rouse rabble (7:49:59 PM): for a white guy
foreignobjects7 (7:50:01 PM): haha
foreignobjects7 (7:50:03 PM): good
I rouse rabble (7:50:10 PM): im glad we came to this conclusion
foreignobjects7 (7:50:15 PM): yes
foreignobjects7 (7:50:19 PM): its the best
I rouse rabble (7:50:43 PM): a
I rouse rabble (7:50:44 PM): greed
I rouse rabble (7:50:47 PM): ok
I rouse rabble (7:50:49 PM): i'm out
I rouse rabble (7:50:51 PM): beyotch
foreignobjects7 (7:50:54 PM): alright
foreignobjects7 (7:50:58 PM): ill catch you lata
foreignobjects7 (7:51:00 PM): ho
I rouse rabble (7:51:03 PM): ...so kind
foreignobjects7 (7:51:08 PM): yep
foreignobjects7 (7:51:10 PM): i heart you
foreignobjects7 (7:51:11 PM): whore
foreignobjects7 (7:51:13 PM): that why
I rouse rabble (7:51:19 PM): i know it
I rouse rabble (7:51:22 PM): you love dah hos
I rouse rabble (7:51:27 PM): its annie's influence
I rouse rabble (7:51:31 PM): she is probably the biggest ho
foreignobjects7 (7:51:32 PM): haha probably

haha

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 00:55:00 GMT

how random is it that i'm taking curran to prom?
i make the weirdest decisions in jeff's basement.
oh well.
i really am pleased with the new kelly clarkson.
and the fact that they're having a documentary about cocaine.
and the fact that i'm probably gonna make my deposit/enroll at gw on thursday.
and the fact that i deleted his ass off my buddy list.

except for that stupid nde, and those other three essays due tomorrow, life is good :]

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 17:15:35 GMT

so at the moment, here's what it's breaking down to, college wise.
i got into george washington, american, and james madison. james madison isn't really an option since most of the money they gave me was in loans. so that brings it down to GW and American.
American costs around $20,000 a year. GW (with the loans) costs about $5,000. BUT American offers a five year combined B.A./M.A. in International Relations. If I went to GW, I'd have to pay for grad school and pay off the rest of the loans after that.
But then again, what if I get to college and I realize that I don't want to do International Relations? I can switch easily if I went to GW, but if I went to American, I'd have chosen to pay the extra money for something I ended up not doing. Or, if I don't get into the combined program. I won't find out about that until the end of my third year of college.
But then again, I didn't get into the honors program at all for American, but I got waitlisted for GW so I might get that.

WTF

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 17:15:36 GMT

I just got a letter from GW, giving me some more aid and scholarships and work-study info. They're giving me 42,400, which means I have to pay just 9940 a year.
I could go there maybe.

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 17:14:01 GMT

so i spent some time looking at the american class of 2011 facebook groups to get a feel for them.
they seem kinda kick ass but also a lot smarter than i.
but they were talking smack about georgetown, so that's good i guess.
oivey.

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 21:01:43 GMT

i'm real, real tempted to just call you out and ask what the fuck your problem is.
i probably won't though. that'd just be proving the point i'm assuming that you're making.

hm.

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 23:50:22 GMT

it's entirely possible that i haven't landed at all.
that blows, a little bit.
or a lotta bit.

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 02:13:40 GMT

it's my senior year.
i'm not supposed to hate it the way i do now.
i've always kinda liked saint marks but now i can't stand it.
fuck them for ruining my last few months here.